I have been up and down and all around.
I hate being an overdramatic girl, but then again, some things are worth it.
If you actually are reading my blogs you know about my difficulty with writing out my feelings these days. Its harder than hell so I am trying to just write the first things that come to mind...so here it goes:
1.Gahhhhh! What the hell! You don't call a girl and say the things you did then act pissed later. no NO no
2.I miss you so damn much but I can't tell you because I don't want to be the bigger person for a change.
3.At first I was so frustrated I couldn't help but cry. Now I am content and found some self confidence. It's really not that bad.
4.I love you so effing MUCH! We have been through so much and even though I treated you horribly you are still right by my side. Mwah!
5.I want to kiss your nose and lay with you on the grassy hill all day long.
6.I act like a fool. Bite my lip. Twirl my hair. Smile. What the fuck Brooke.
7.Daydreams take over sometimes leading me to a place in the hopefully near future.
8.How am I going to do this? I need to get my life back in order.
9.Please just stop. I can't keep doing this. I don't think I am strong enough.
10.Even though its just the intro I am in love. Its so damn good. Give these boys a grammy! ;)
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