Such a Busy Summer!

Wow! I cannot believe that it has been so long since my last blog! I have done so much since then....i "swam"....graduated.....got a job...went to grad parties...tie-dyed.....scrapbooked...cleaned....worked....ate....went to a bon fire.....went to movies...slept (only a lil' though).....watched movies....made new friends...made an enemy...nearly got fired....laughed (a lot).........swam (almost everyday)......hot tubbed....got prepared for grad party...and other stuff too. It has been a fun couple weeks of summer. I can't beleive that college move in date is coming up so quick. Fun Fun! One thing that i wish i had done these past couple weeks is get in contact with my luuuve<)..such a foxy man need to talk to him....oh but how.....anywho well i hope everyone else is having a great summer too...stay in contact...i miss you tear tear...drop me a line...buh bye

Graduation

Lately I have felt so depressed. I really hated how on Friday when I graduated it felt like no big deal. KT K or Rebecca didn’t even go. Here I thought they were my good friends and they didn’t even go to see me get my diploma. I hated looking around and seeing everyone and their support circles. I had my parents, grandparents, and LuLu there but nobody else. Why couldn’t my aunts and uncles make it or my friends? I obviously am not that important to them I love how the Mikkelsons were 45 minutes away and they didn’t even come. Then last night was Karen's grad party and I really didn’t want to go because I knew she would be fawning over Miranda all night. I was right. Whenever Karen would talk to me she would say I was her best friend. I couldn’t help but roll my eyes in my mind. Then Miranda would come over and butt into the conversation. I didn’t even have fun. It was such a waste of four hours. I just spent it alone. I wrote a super long comment in her book and now I feel stupid since I don’t feel that way. Whatever. So on the last day of school I skipped the whole day…..practiced Elijah rock….cried when Stubbs said goodbye…then later found out it was for forever. After that Jill, Erin, Missy, Casey, other random girls and I went out to lunch at the Ground Round where I spent the majority of the time in the bathroom with a bloody nose. Then we all went to grad practice and we were all late so we ended up sitting in the very back of our class. I was so pissed off that we got stuck in the back. Then after graduation we went swimming which was a disaster itself….nobody ended up going since people just disappeared. However Miranda Karen and I went I we ended up skinny dipping behind the school in the middle of the day. After swimming I went home and took a shower then went over to Erin’s to get ready. We went to graduation together and felt ugly fat and alone. A couple horrible pictures were taken then I hung out with Erin till we went to Missy’s for a bon fire which ended up being extremely awkward. The next day I had to work when I got done I went to 5 grad parties from 3-8 and then went swimming at Tim and Geraldine’s where we ended up skinny dipping again. I was pissed off because Miranda was hanging on Karen and KT didn’t even swim. Then Em just ended up going back in. I really hate how nobody can or is coming to my grad party. It’s so depressing. The people I want there most wont even be there….it sure shows how important I am to them.