I forgot how productive I am early in the morning. I have been up since five and already I have:
Done my dishes and put them away
Cleaned my room
Consoled a broken friendship
Made my bed
Did my homework
Showered
Drank 4 cups of coffee
Took out my garbage
Called my parents
Made a shopping list
I think I need to cut back on my sleep so I can have these productive mornings more often. I mean jeesh that is quite a list of things to get done with out somebody harassing me to do so! Now I just have to type up three more papers and finish reading and I will be done with homework for the week! GO ME! This is a big deal for me lol. Ok now I gotta get ready. Namiste.
Oh p.s I forgot how much I LOVE the song "idiot boyfriend" lolz
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Your fingertips across my skin the palm trees swaying in the wind...
I have been up and down and all around.
I hate being an overdramatic girl, but then again, some things are worth it.
If you actually are reading my blogs you know about my difficulty with writing out my feelings these days. Its harder than hell so I am trying to just write the first things that come to mind...so here it goes:
1.Gahhhhh! What the hell! You don't call a girl and say the things you did then act pissed later. no NO no
2.I miss you so damn much but I can't tell you because I don't want to be the bigger person for a change.
3.At first I was so frustrated I couldn't help but cry. Now I am content and found some self confidence. It's really not that bad.
4.I love you so effing MUCH! We have been through so much and even though I treated you horribly you are still right by my side. Mwah!
5.I want to kiss your nose and lay with you on the grassy hill all day long.
6.I act like a fool. Bite my lip. Twirl my hair. Smile. What the fuck Brooke.
7.Daydreams take over sometimes leading me to a place in the hopefully near future.
8.How am I going to do this? I need to get my life back in order.
9.Please just stop. I can't keep doing this. I don't think I am strong enough.
10.Even though its just the intro I am in love. Its so damn good. Give these boys a grammy! ;)
I hate being an overdramatic girl, but then again, some things are worth it.
If you actually are reading my blogs you know about my difficulty with writing out my feelings these days. Its harder than hell so I am trying to just write the first things that come to mind...so here it goes:
1.Gahhhhh! What the hell! You don't call a girl and say the things you did then act pissed later. no NO no
2.I miss you so damn much but I can't tell you because I don't want to be the bigger person for a change.
3.At first I was so frustrated I couldn't help but cry. Now I am content and found some self confidence. It's really not that bad.
4.I love you so effing MUCH! We have been through so much and even though I treated you horribly you are still right by my side. Mwah!
5.I want to kiss your nose and lay with you on the grassy hill all day long.
6.I act like a fool. Bite my lip. Twirl my hair. Smile. What the fuck Brooke.
7.Daydreams take over sometimes leading me to a place in the hopefully near future.
8.How am I going to do this? I need to get my life back in order.
9.Please just stop. I can't keep doing this. I don't think I am strong enough.
10.Even though its just the intro I am in love. Its so damn good. Give these boys a grammy! ;)
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
I know that I’ve been dancing around the truth..tell me what the hell I’m suppose to do
Another summer has blown by dragging in a fall semester. I love fall but I dont have the same excitment I normally have for this time of year. I have no motivation to even go to class and attempt my homework. I figured I would at least be excited for my english class. It's the one thing I have done decent in, but, I am doubting myself because I cant even find the words to describe the thoughts running through my head.
I think my main issue is not having enough time. The summer went by so fast and I was kept so bust that I didnt have time to get prepped for a new semester. Two days before I moved down to Milwaukee I started packing and getting ready for school because it was the only free time I could find. I remember sitting on the counter talking to my parents. My dad asked me "Are you ready?" and I all I could do is cry and mutter out a "no". I'm not ready. My heart is left in G.R.
T he hardest part of all of this is not having my once best friend by my side. It has been almost a month since our falling out and still I cant find a way to face the feelings I have. I just put them to the back of my mind...I think this is causing some real damage too.
I think my main issue is not having enough time. The summer went by so fast and I was kept so bust that I didnt have time to get prepped for a new semester. Two days before I moved down to Milwaukee I started packing and getting ready for school because it was the only free time I could find. I remember sitting on the counter talking to my parents. My dad asked me "Are you ready?" and I all I could do is cry and mutter out a "no". I'm not ready. My heart is left in G.R.
T he hardest part of all of this is not having my once best friend by my side. It has been almost a month since our falling out and still I cant find a way to face the feelings I have. I just put them to the back of my mind...I think this is causing some real damage too.
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