So yesterday i was at thanksgiving at my Grandma's and went with the best expectations for the day. All seemed to be going good until i started being ignored and pushed off to the side. Other peoples stars started to shine as mine faded away. Yay me. I love how my family treats me like i am insignificant and my opinions dont matter just because they are different from other peoples. I always feel so low when i am around them. So after several hours of trying to deal with this i went into my room at my Grandmas house and started to get out my pajamas and was rearranging my stuff in my suitcase and i just brokedown and cried silently on the floor just a couple feet away from my family and nobody even noticed. So I thought that i just wanted to go back to school and be with those people then i thought who can i call and talk to about this? Hmmm.. NOBODY! I relized that everyone was going to be having a grand old time with their families. Now i really don't know where i wanna go..since no where seems to be a good option where I will be happy. I will just runaway with all my animals and be away from people.
The one thing that really got me was when i found out the plans that my brother was coming home with his girlfriend and her kid for christmas. He then plans on moving back in January and my dad is driving out to get him. This kinda seems like a big deal that he is coming back to Mn. I didn't even find this out from my parents or my brother i found out from another source. Oh then i found out that my dad totalled the car. Yeah nothing is going on at home huh? Nobody tells me these things so why should i tell them things.
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