Whirlwind

I am really on a whirlwind adventure this month. I am so busy it is insane. I seriously am living out of a suitcase. I am getting so behind in school that i am getting worried about graduating. There are so many things that i need to get done but i am not motivated enough.
Oh boy senoritis really sucks. I hate being a procrastinater it is not cool at all. I wish that i could have the dedication and motive that so many of my friends have...instead i am just slacking in school and have nothing really to show for it but the knowledge of a Glamour magazine. How am i going to suceed in College if high school is getting the best of me. I am doubting if i will even be able to make it after high school. I want to come back to a reunion with college done and having a great succesful job but i am doubting that that will happen.
Is this a version of cold feet the school edition? I sure hope this is only a weird funk that i am in and that i will come through it. Oh boy do i need some motivation.
At least on Saturday i will get an idea of what college life is like since i am going to a college visit. It will be so fun. I am excited but scared all at once it is an awesome experiance.
Now i am thinking about college more and i am thinking about how hard it was not seeing my friends for a couple weeks now it is going to be months......sad :( I am going to miss my peeps. Hopefully we can still chat over the phone or something even though i kinda hate doing that.

On a better note today was so fun I got to pick out the flowers for prom. It was so funny i was flipping through the book of examples and the lady that was helping us was saying hot a lot. It was hilarious. She would be like.."Oh orchads would be so hot and exotic just like you..oh so hot!" It was the funniest thing then i was like ..."It is hot how you are using the word hot" Man i guess you had to be there. That lady was awesome!
I can not beleive i am even going. I figured hey it is my final year here and i know that i will regret it if i dont do it so.....I am going. I have a dress, a date and some darn sassy jewlery now all I need is a pair of shoes and a clutch and i will be good to go. I think that it will be a lot of fun so i am excited!! yay clap clap clap...hahaha.