Another Road Trip

Well today I just got back from a college visit all the way in Milwaukee...and even though the 12 hr ride was quite boring the visit was fun. I actually know what to expect now that i have been there. The classes are going to be great since they are graded a lot on your performance and discusion and stuff so that is pretty cool. It is way better than if i were to go to BSU like I was planning on before. This school, though it is more expensive, will fit better with the way that i learn. I would rather go to an expensive college and pass rather than flunk out of a cheap one. Oh another thing is that i found out it is a big deal that i made it in. I just thought all that stuff i did was normal but i guess not.....weird

anywho i am tired so i bid ye farewell

Whirlwind

I am really on a whirlwind adventure this month. I am so busy it is insane. I seriously am living out of a suitcase. I am getting so behind in school that i am getting worried about graduating. There are so many things that i need to get done but i am not motivated enough.
Oh boy senoritis really sucks. I hate being a procrastinater it is not cool at all. I wish that i could have the dedication and motive that so many of my friends have...instead i am just slacking in school and have nothing really to show for it but the knowledge of a Glamour magazine. How am i going to suceed in College if high school is getting the best of me. I am doubting if i will even be able to make it after high school. I want to come back to a reunion with college done and having a great succesful job but i am doubting that that will happen.
Is this a version of cold feet the school edition? I sure hope this is only a weird funk that i am in and that i will come through it. Oh boy do i need some motivation.
At least on Saturday i will get an idea of what college life is like since i am going to a college visit. It will be so fun. I am excited but scared all at once it is an awesome experiance.
Now i am thinking about college more and i am thinking about how hard it was not seeing my friends for a couple weeks now it is going to be months......sad :( I am going to miss my peeps. Hopefully we can still chat over the phone or something even though i kinda hate doing that.

On a better note today was so fun I got to pick out the flowers for prom. It was so funny i was flipping through the book of examples and the lady that was helping us was saying hot a lot. It was hilarious. She would be like.."Oh orchads would be so hot and exotic just like you..oh so hot!" It was the funniest thing then i was like ..."It is hot how you are using the word hot" Man i guess you had to be there. That lady was awesome!
I can not beleive i am even going. I figured hey it is my final year here and i know that i will regret it if i dont do it so.....I am going. I have a dress, a date and some darn sassy jewlery now all I need is a pair of shoes and a clutch and i will be good to go. I think that it will be a lot of fun so i am excited!! yay clap clap clap...hahaha.

I'm Baaaack!

So if you didn't know the past week i was on a little journey. I was headed to New York for a choir competition with a few stops in between. We first stopped in Duluth for an exchange concert, then we went to Chicago and went to a museum ate some pizza and did a clinical, then we got back on the bus and headed for Pennsilvania and spent the night, then the next day... It was so fun I laughed a lot...so much that i had rock hard abs..j/k. I loved New York so much!! There were so many things to do! I wish i could of explored them more instead of rushing from place to place...but you know I made the best of it.
Of course the trip wasn't all peaches and cream there were times when i wanted to shoot myself because people were so stupid and were really getting on my nerves. I also was suprised that i got to know some people better..some for the good and some for the bad....ecspecially the psyco who i made the mistake of rooming with. She was so insane!
Anywho so yesterday morning we got back and i woke up off the floor of the bus with a cheeto stuck to my face, an earring missing, and a pain in my back. (i think i got stepped on a couple of times) It was a real rough night what can i say. Once i woke up i got all my crap together and went home. Once i got home i went in and out of a comatic state. I kept telling myself i wasnt even tired then four hours later i would wake up. This went on from 9-6 at night. I tell you i am a real party animal.
So yeah...i had to write about this since it was the most exciting thing that has happened latley...what can i say i have no life and i like to write about it to often...wooo

Haha Bye Carrie!!! Oh that was so funny i hope he didnt feel akward about that. He should of felt the love..what? i am too tired to type....ha ah so funny