Can you feel this?

"There's only one corner of the universe you can be certain of improving, and that's your own self." Aldous Huxley

Things change. People change.

Each life experience changes a person so it should be no suprise that I am different from who I was even a year ago. It's all part of growing up.

Looking back at friendships come and gone, it hurts knowing you lost someone you thought would be in your life forever.

Less is more..

It is not too often that I sit in front of my computer at a loss for words. Usually, I can't wait to divulge the secrets of my day into a blog but these days it been difficult. I have been so busy running here and there that I have not had much time to sit and reflect about the things that are happening with each passing summer day. It might be because I don't have much free time or I am going backwards with the progression I have made with letting out my emotions.

There have been several highs and lows this summer that I don't even want to talk about. I am actually content with sitting alone instead of drunkenly running off into the sunset after a boy who has no interest what-so-ever in me. Even though I am content, things happen and I find myself in uncomfortable situations. I am actually becoming ashamed of my ability to openly express my feelings. Maybe all the rejection is finally catching up with me. You may wonder why I am bitter about relationships but how can I not be when every form is crumbling around me.