Steppin

I am so glad that as I stepped out of my comfort zone to make friends I still am the one ending up with the short end of the stick. It seems like everything is going downhill lately and the people who are thought of as my friend s are turning out to be two faced and are really getting on my nerves. At least when all of this is going on I am starting to connect with a new friend. It is scary how similar we are to one another.

Whoa College!

You know in all my other blogs i talked about how i was looking forward to moving to college but i dont know about that anymore. I am really missing my friends..you know who you are. I feel really cut off and alone. Everyone here has friends that they can go and visit on the weekend but since mine are ten hours away i dont really have that option plus i dont have a car so i am stuck....huh...frustration. I always feel alone and bored since i dont have anythng to do.

Oh you are such a potato

Yeah so I just love when I am ignored and forgot about...then when I am mad from it I am asked "oh whats wrong...why aren't you talking ...?" Why am I not talking? Cuz I want to hit you with a potato that's why! Jeesh the nerve of some people. I bet if I would not have ran over there they would have just left without me bitches yo
I should have just stayed home and done my homework so i wouldn't be up at one eating cold leftovers....but then i wouldn't have met the hottie named eric at pizza shuttle....ah sexiness....to bad he isnt single.....jeesh ...i dont know why they were laughing when i was talking to him they were just jealous.. :)
Anywho... i really miss going to church and being a good person..not one who drinks, smokes, watches porn, cusses, and does bad in school. Where am i? I hate peer presure and giving in.....oh dear...college is bad for that reason. I feel dirty and wrong i hate this...

Poof

Fuck! Today sucked ass. I really am fed up with people. Why do people have to be so retarded? Why do i always have to forget to be responsible and do my work? I HATE IT YO! School is so fun reading 120 pages in one night.